It's Funny

It's funny how most people tend to make the assumption that I'm confident, arrogant, and egotistical. When I tend to talk about a subject passionately, people say that they at least remotely listen to me because I sound confident and like I know what I'm talking about. Hell even teachers, I manage to BS oral presentations so badly that even I have nfi what I just said, but I tend to get Bs and As in them regardless.

I tend to have this knack for acting older than I am. I act jaded, and carry myself with a certain arrogance and air like one sees adults do. Not to mention the reckless crap I do and have done seems to make people think I'm not my age... It's not uncommon for people online to believe I'm much older than I actually am, which is actually quite funny.

I seem egotistical and arrogant to just about everyone. After a while people seem to think that it tends to be that I act as if I know too much, I act better than others or what have you.

The truth? I should go to hollywood xD. Seriously, all of it couldn't be farther from the truth. My self-confidence and self-esteem is non existant, I throw the mask on for da lulz, and few, if any, can see through it. Fact is.... I think my self-esteem and mentality stopped growing when I was 13 xD. I have absolutely no self-esteem and confidence, and usually don't even believe what I'm saying myself. I tend to end up regretting everything I say and do a few minutes later, and thus rarely end up doing what I actually want to do as it's usually had less favorable responses as those which I perform under the mask...

Long and the short of? I'm another mindless sheep acting like how he's expected to. xD