And it made me think a bit as, like I said, people have been telling me to get help for a few years after I adamantly stand against any thing they try.
"...Never try to help someone through it [depression] yourself, but it is absolutely important that they get some professional help as few can truly overcome [real] depression by themselves."
Ignoring whether or not I'm emo, people have been trying to help me or telling me to get help for years, and I always shoot them down. I tell them I don't need it eventually and they yell and this and that. And the fact of the matter is I don't need help, because everything a shrink is going to tell me, I already know. The only way to fix my problem is for me to get some motivation and actually do shit, and the cause for 99.99% of them is none other than myself, and my own actions, I'm at fault and I realize this.
So there is really nothing anyone can do, which is why I'm so aversive to help. Or at least one of two major reasons. Fact is I don't need, and I will piss you off if you try offering it as I'll just turn it around. I dunno why this is going up? Probably as a warning? Nfi, but just something I sort of thought that made me lol as people seem to think I need it. Don't think it, because I don;t need it and I don't deserve it, my issues are pretty fucking petty and they're all my fault to begin with so xD
Pointless Rant #6784
Edit: I remembered another good point... In order for someone to to be cared for, they must first care themselves, and since I don't care about jackshit [See: I couldn't care less for Haiti... In fact my thoughts when I heard it were "Life sucks and then you die, deal with it"] it leaves me pretty SoL don't it? xD
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